You have a clear goal. You know it is from the Lord. You are anxious to accomplish it. Your problem now is how to use the time you have to accomplish your goal. The first thing should be some praying. Ask the Lord to show you how much time you need to accomplish the call of God on your life.
The critical importance of time in life, on the place and rank in eternity, makes it important to redeem time. The Bible says, “Try to learn what is pleasing to the Lord. Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them. For it is a shame even to speak of the things that they do in secret; but when anything is exposed by the light it becomes visible, for anything that becomes visible is light.
God is not responsible for your condition. You are responsible for it. The Lord Jesus said to the disciples …To you it has been given to know the secrets of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it has not been given. For to him who has will more be given, and he will have abundance; but from him who has not even what he has will be taken away.